turning tricks on me.

like the burning bush that you claim to be.
sit in silence, come into me.
broken to pieces, screaminig,
lost my vocals, someones bleeding
from the beginning to the end
i never knew you were so dead...
so cold and forgetfuli'm nothing but a tongueful of regret
silence is not one to undo the pain you've causedtime is not a child to let gopromises do not break a soul

you do.


i'm done.
with being the one to blame.

it's not my fault anymore.

it's not.

2012

I was sitting in my boyfriends car on the way home from doing some errands yesterday, when all the information in my head finally made since. I realized that we are in the middle of a revolution that we don't even know about. The government is desensitizing us... the media... everything... it's taking our human emotion away from us. 80% of people who watch the news will hear about a little girl found dead in a suitcase and will be able to make dinner and completely forget about it after the news. We can watch cartoons where people are being ripped apart and laugh... I'm not going to lie, I laugh too... but that's not how we are. We no longer have compassion... but that's just step one.

Step two: limit and censor. Suddenly things will be cesored. Things that we thought weren't bad, no are. No, they won't censor the horror and disgustng things they show, but they'll censor our talk radios, our free speech stations. Who needs free speech? I'll tell you who.... WE DO!!! And since we're all on digital cable now, it's so much easier to regulate. All one output, to what we see. It's digital! DIGITAL!!! You know how much stuff you can do with digital ANYTHING.

Step three: De-Christianize Ammerica. The fall of christianity has begun, just pick up a TIME magazine and you'll see. Nobody has faith. Which, by me, is all fine, but Christians are in Panic! They're completely seperating church and state... another form of desensitizing us. The thing people once saw and adored as their god is falling... and people are searching and blaming political parties... but this has nothing to do with political parties... because those are just covers. They cause this big fight between Republicans and Democrats, but they're all one. ALL ONE. GOVERNMENT. The US GOVERNMENT is tearing itself apart so that they can re-build what they want.

Step four: The Amero. One currency for all of north america. Mexico, Canada, the US... one currency... it makes since: Notradamus wrote that in 2012 people would burn their currency because it would no longer have any value. This is the beginning to the new world order.


I don't know what else they're planning, but I see it.

I see it, and I laugh. Because they don't know that the awakening and enlightenment is coming. Indigo children protect the crystal children.

And the Crystal children will rise, and everyone else will be mediocre to them.




It's just a thought.
Don't freak out until you see it happening.

Hello... blog world.

Ugh, the alarm clock is beeep beeep beeep beeeeping. Idk why there is an alarm clock in the dining room going off at 12:13 in the freakin A M. Nobody seems phased by it... maybe I'm imagining it....

No, I'm not. But I'm too scared to go into the darrrrk dining room to turn it off, so I'm trying to tune it out. Ok my dad is turning it off. THANK FREAKIN GOD.

So, I'm looking for a job. Loooking. I need a job that's worth something. They should have classes on how to be an adult, because I'm not so good at it. It was like kid kid kid kid kid kid ADULT!!!!!
That's how it went. Out of nowhere, I had to grow the FUCK up. Booooo. I want to go back to high school.

But then I don't because I had some shitty friends, and now my friends are amazing:)




Anywho, check out my dad's blog, we're tryng to get him a service dog:)
http://elimelander.blogspot.com/




G'night. I'll post when I actually have something to say.